i dont know what itvis but im not really feeling things this holiday season, its been thatvway for like a year or two now. im just not in the spirit.
::shrug::
i dont know if its the idea that im entering the new alone again, or not having anyone to celebrate with, or if its just the sameness that gets to me...
i just know that im not happy hell when they put up xecorations in the office i get down right pissed of with all things xmas... new years is welcomed with me in bed watching the ball drop or just locked in my room with depressing thoughts...
::sigh::
the outward appearance does not match the inner turmoil... i look like i dont carebut really i do
:-(
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