its not him anymore.. i already realized that it wasnt going to be.
ive accepted it and now my heart does too
what i really miss now is just the nights we shared.
the embraces, the kisses, the caresses and the conversations.
the connection you know
it took a lot for me to do some of the things i did with him
and i opened up myself more with him than any other guy
so yea, i miss that more than him...
but for once i can say that ive expereinced it
so at least i know what im looking for
what type of connection i want in a companion.