Poem: I Will not Be Held Down

So,

You want me despite my fears
my aches
my inner turmoils

You want me despite my inabilites
my ineptitude
my naivety

you want to have a hold on my smile
my laughter
my free spirit

you want to quiet my mind,
still my wishful thinking
delay my hopes for the better

for the future..

i say no

no,
to the hold that you have on my mind
its  is free
it is opinionated
its judges and hold bias

my fears will become conquered
my naivety will gain experience and truth
my own turmoils will be outgrown

with a helping hand or by my own
i will not be held down
i will play by the rules
but i will test their weight

KCB.