I've hit my low...

yep, i've been feeling a bit down since earlier.. and it just got worse over the last hour or so

I just want to curl up in my bed, hide under the covers and have a good cry

Its just one of those type of days.

Everyone else sees a smile, few call me on my sad eyes

but really all i want deep down inside, is to lay down and cry

My insecurities are showing

Am i not good enough, will i ever be enough, will i be anything more?

Those are the questions in my head and heart

My confidence is waning, my trust in my self is lost

At least for now.

Im trying not to breakdown..