Made it, set some goals or affirmations for myself.. to take better care of 'ME', continue on the route to furthering my education, and working on my new side hustle (lol) A.S.O.M Designs...
Entering the new year didnt feel like anything special to me, yea i was out, but where i was could have been better, sure i was with a friend and her friends but it wasnt what i truly wanted. i was hype that i had plans and all but... i wasnt feeling it all the much..
they say the virgo acts like a boring adult... and thats how i felt... like a boring adult.
i drank, i danced, i laughed, i smiled, i had fun... but i wasnt all there.
when midnight came and i looked around it was like a swift blow that i didnt have someone for that midnight kiss. hopeless romantic that i am ( though i will gladly refute you on that some times) i was disappointed that i had to enter another year that way...
lonely & single...
most times im cool with it, other times im not... and then the rest of the time im in limbo on my feelings on the whole thing. to deal with the emotional shortcomings of another person irks me but to deal with them together...
thats another story.
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